Heartbroken...

So..I started chatting with this guy via a phone chat line. Had a ton of things in common...we met at Jacobi's...and had the most amazing evening/morning of my entire life...keep in mind I am only 32...but it was just a special time for me. Was everything I wanted in a guy..lover..and friend. However, he lives farther than both of us like...and he has a lot of drama in his life. I am hurt cus I finally found someone who I could be myself around fully..completely...but no matter how much I want it to work..it probably wont....

When will I find that right man.

Heck...I got off of POF cus I thought he was the one!!

Heartbroken redhead in Williamsville.....

Was that the first time you met him, at Jacobis?

Webmaster...yup...first time meeting face to face. We were chatting on the phone for hours on end a week before we met. Have lots in common...been through a lot..both Gastric Bypass Patients...both have insecurites.

Anyways, things are working out for us. We spent an amazing day together yesterday! Went out for Sushi..our fave...then went to his cabin that he and his friend built out in the Southern teir...was an amazing time! Didnt want to leave.

I have my issues and he has his...but we are working on them. Been a long time since I met someone who makes me feel like he does...and nothing can take this feeling away. Dont even try...lol.

Great! Glad things are going well for you

thats great heidi!! its nice to have someone you are on the same page with. i hope this doesnt mean you arent going to be joining us at some of our gatherings. i always enjoy seeing you around

Yup...I will be around...didnt work out...more like I got sick of the bs he was giving me...my issue is that I think with my heart...before my head and other organs of the body....

I had fun at the wedding though...just reminded me that one day I want a family of my own with a lil girl....

Im sooo sorry to hear it didnt work out Heidi, the 2 of u looked soooooo cute together..and he seemed really into you....hope to see u soon!

bonnie

Your not the only one who is upset it didn't work out...Yeah he seemed to be crazy about me..and visa versa!! I need to learn not to let my heart and hormones out think my brain!!! The one guy in a long time that made me feel beautiful and sexy...and desired..not to mention..he knew the ins and outs of being a Gastric Bypass Patient...and passionate..made me melt. However...when he keeps breaking dates with me and doesnt call to cancel...and makes promises to take me to Sushi (my fave) or a sleep over..and breaks it...there is only so much patience that I have for that..and understanding!!! Truth was...I think I was falling for him fast..and wound up hurt in the process..now he wont return my calls.

I will be at Jacobi's....just to go and have fun...a drink..and dancing..and pizza (so far the best in town)...but getting to be VERY picky on who I decide to date...and who I let into my heart...or decide to be intimate with.

Still out of work too....and dealing with financial issues...so..at the time..Kevin was the best thing going for me.

I am am the genuine real deal just looking for friendship...companionship...long term relationship with an amazing lover...is that too much to ask for..someone honest...genuine..real..who will treat me with the respect that I deserve. Sorry about the rant...just hurting.

Heidi don't give there is someone out there for ya. Sorry to hear it didn't work out. Guys are idiots.lol well most anyway.